Wow, it's been FOREVER!!!

I'm sad to say I have fallen off my wagon :( But I am planning on getting back on. I haven't completely fell off.. I still eat pretty good.. but I have been allowing snacks... like chocolate covered icecream :( it sucks... I feel horrible and like a pig when I do, I don't know what's up with me!!! I'm still taking the adipex. And I'm staying under 200.. and I didn't take it like I was supposed to (only 1/2 a pill a day) for a few days because I couldn't afford the Rx..

This weekend is my birthday. Monday I will start back dieting and exercising like I'm supposed to. I posted a pic up top of me from November of 2008.. That was a year and a month give or take before I started my diet.. so I know I was bigger than that.. Like something stupid I didn't take a before pic or measurements! (such a loser!)

Anywho. It's really weird.. For awhile I was like "yeah, I'm looking damn good.. losing this weight woot" then one morning I woke up and BAM my thoughts were back to the "damn, I'm a fucking FAT ASS" when I looked in the mirror.. I know I should still be like "damn, I look good... 66 lbs off.. woot!" but I can't.. I think it's because I haven't been doing what I'm supposed to be doing.. We'll see.. I have to do.. I've lost 66.. I know I can lose the 50 more!!

I'll try to get a now pic up here for you.. All I have is headshots....

Hope all is going better for you!!

**Current Weight**
197lbs